i feel like carving my heart out from my chest and grinding it to a smooth silky pulp and then setting it on fire
or carve my heart out and set it on a plate, feed it to the dogs, lions, wolves, masticate and devour, leave no traces behind. you are starving so please, do not hold back.
i hate this so much take my bones and crush them to salt- i said i wanted to bleed, but not like this.
not like this.