be careful what you wish for
everything has happened- when my lyf chooses to be eventful, all events convene at the same moment.
anyway-
spent the weekend with ppl i have not seen in awhile, found myself a little, feels a little like home.
speaking of home, i am missing an entire week of school after hurting my tailbone in the most ridiculous manner ever. i hardly ever do sports, and yet i get almost *serious* injuries hahaha imagine if i were to actually do a sport, i would be endangering my own lyf.
plenty has occurred: strange encounters on the bus leaving me wondering if i am too dumb or if i take pity on too many ppl or maybe i just need to look less easy to mess around with. will never leave the house w/o lipstick anymore. had the nicest surprise and for some reason i know it'll happen again, there is no expiry date or deadline to meet. scolded a bunch of boys at kfc, times like this i am certain i will never have kids. also wished i used more spiteful words. hurt my tailbone and i am missing an entire week of school. now i have all the time in the world to sleep and not exist but i am also fast becoming bored. i have 2 magazines to read, 3 pdf books i've downloaded, the bunch of books leftover from the previous holiday and also Portlandia and OITNB to finish. i guess life is not all that bad except that i have issues standing up and sitting down. the first day was insane i could literally feel my bones shifting and cracking, went to get x-rayed the next day and surprise i am preggers!!!!!! hahahaha jk no i am not pregnant with unfulfilled dreams and regrets maybe (LOL JK) but anyway i am much better now, i have been spending the whole day in bed and then skyping to class, technology has come so far, presently i feel like puking i think it must be the meds.
currently reading Murakmi, Richard Siken and Iain Thomas and idk how my heart is going to make room for these 3 esp with 3 differing styles and hopefully i'd find the courage to bleed again. i miss LRR and gordon and giogi.
“And their shape and their hair and their eyes and their smell and their voice. That suddenly, these things can exist and you’re not quite sure how they existed without you knowing about them before.”
anyway-
spent the weekend with ppl i have not seen in awhile, found myself a little, feels a little like home.
speaking of home, i am missing an entire week of school after hurting my tailbone in the most ridiculous manner ever. i hardly ever do sports, and yet i get almost *serious* injuries hahaha imagine if i were to actually do a sport, i would be endangering my own lyf.
plenty has occurred: strange encounters on the bus leaving me wondering if i am too dumb or if i take pity on too many ppl or maybe i just need to look less easy to mess around with. will never leave the house w/o lipstick anymore. had the nicest surprise and for some reason i know it'll happen again, there is no expiry date or deadline to meet. scolded a bunch of boys at kfc, times like this i am certain i will never have kids. also wished i used more spiteful words. hurt my tailbone and i am missing an entire week of school. now i have all the time in the world to sleep and not exist but i am also fast becoming bored. i have 2 magazines to read, 3 pdf books i've downloaded, the bunch of books leftover from the previous holiday and also Portlandia and OITNB to finish. i guess life is not all that bad except that i have issues standing up and sitting down. the first day was insane i could literally feel my bones shifting and cracking, went to get x-rayed the next day and surprise i am preggers!!!!!! hahahaha jk no i am not pregnant with unfulfilled dreams and regrets maybe (LOL JK) but anyway i am much better now, i have been spending the whole day in bed and then skyping to class, technology has come so far, presently i feel like puking i think it must be the meds.
currently reading Murakmi, Richard Siken and Iain Thomas and idk how my heart is going to make room for these 3 esp with 3 differing styles and hopefully i'd find the courage to bleed again. i miss LRR and gordon and giogi.
“And their shape and their hair and their eyes and their smell and their voice. That suddenly, these things can exist and you’re not quite sure how they existed without you knowing about them before.”
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