i am feeling so much right now. my heart is swelling so much i am not sure if i can contain so much joy. i have nothing to be happy about and im pretty sure my delusional days are over (its about time) but i am so so so so happy! my heart is filled with so much joy, my best buds will finally return to me in less than a week, i have been waiting for this for 2 years and soon it will be Christmas, and my heart my heart my heart finally! Christmas in winter my heart my heart my heart cannot take it i am so so happy.